Tonight, I am Scared

Tonight will be brief because I’m so tired but I’m compelled to share that right now, I’m scared. I’m scared for my daughter’s life. If you’ve followed my journey, you know I’m strong and positive in my outlook: that hasn’t changed. But in sharing my journey, you also need to know that I’m real, I’m only human and right now my baby is in a bad place: as her mum, that breaks my heart and I am scared. I won’t sleep soundly tonight. So much of this is out of my hands: it’s not about “watching” her, it’s about knowing that she is in a dark place, that I can’t reach her and that all I can do is trust that she is the strong, determined, amazing human being that I have faith in.

Stay strong Lizzie x